Alexander Beauvont

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 17:55:06 -0500

alexandertheornate:

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

While David spoke, Alexander was completely silent. He hesitated before sitting up rather abruptly, still looking rather upset.

“You don’t have to try to make me feel better.” Alexander said flatly. “You don’t have to stay just because you feel sorry for me.” he had stopped crying, though his face was red and stained. He used his palm to rubs his eyes dry. “I fucked it up. I know I ruined it. I know it’s asking too much to…” he trailed off. To what?

Despite everything, Alexander still felt him selfishly wanting David to say that he loved him. He wanted the other man to hug him, hold him, tell him everything was fine and he was forgiven. Then they would be together, cook together, live together, have lots of sex…

Alexander shook his head, pulling himself out of his thoughts. Maybe I am in love with him. I can’t really deny that.

“Ruined it. really? don’t be ridiculous. You ruined the afterglow and thats it.” David leveled an irritated look at Alex. “I’m mad at you that you would keep secrets from me! But it doesn’t change the way I still feel about you. however strange it might be….”

“Well it’s not like I can leave yet anyway. If I just walked out I’d make quite a scene don’t you think?” a hint of humor entered his voice.

Alexander stared blankly at David, studying the man’s words as if waiting for the punchline. ‘Haha, just kidding, fuck off kid!’ But when Alexander caught the slightest hint of humour in the man’s voice…

Uh…is he trying to make a joke? Now?

Alexander’s lower lip quivered. He stared, unbelieving, at David, eyes beginning to water. He wasn’t going anywhere. He was still sitting right next to him, talking to him, admitting he still felt for him. It was all he could do to keep from crying.

Even though he knew he probably shouldn’t, what with David still angry with him, he couldn’t stop himself from throwing himself at David, wrapping his arms around his neck. Thank you…

Then Alexander woke up from the dream and he was sitting in the office waiting for the new guidance counselor to come in but WHO WAS PHONE? I’m sorry.

[lolol its done? xDDD it always dies after the sex scene xDDDDDDD]

Wait no epilogue:

Alexander goes to a mental institution because David was a figment of his imagination and he spends the rest of his days talking to his “hot counselor boyfriend” while eating mashed potatoes through a straw.

The End!

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 17:39:00 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

While David spoke, Alexander was completely silent. He hesitated before sitting up rather abruptly, still looking rather upset.

“You don’t have to try to make me feel better.” Alexander said flatly. “You don’t have to stay just because you feel sorry for me.” he had stopped crying, though his face was red and stained. He used his palm to rubs his eyes dry. “I fucked it up. I know I ruined it. I know it’s asking too much to…” he trailed off. To what?

Despite everything, Alexander still felt him selfishly wanting David to say that he loved him. He wanted the other man to hug him, hold him, tell him everything was fine and he was forgiven. Then they would be together, cook together, live together, have lots of sex…

Alexander shook his head, pulling himself out of his thoughts. Maybe I am in love with him. I can’t really deny that.

“Ruined it. really? don’t be ridiculous. You ruined the afterglow and thats it.” David leveled an irritated look at Alex. “I’m mad at you that you would keep secrets from me! But it doesn’t change the way I still feel about you. however strange it might be….”

“Well it’s not like I can leave yet anyway. If I just walked out I’d make quite a scene don’t you think?” a hint of humor entered his voice.

Alexander stared blankly at David, studying the man’s words as if waiting for the punchline. ‘Haha, just kidding, fuck off kid!’ But when Alexander caught the slightest hint of humour in the man’s voice…

Uh…is he trying to make a joke? Now?

Alexander’s lower lip quivered. He stared, unbelieving, at David, eyes beginning to water. He wasn’t going anywhere. He was still sitting right next to him, talking to him, admitting he still felt for him. It was all he could do to keep from crying.

Even though he knew he probably shouldn’t, what with David still angry with him, he couldn’t stop himself from throwing himself at David, wrapping his arms around his neck. Thank you…

Then Alexander woke up from the dream and he was sitting in the office waiting for the new guidance counselor to come in but WHO WAS PHONE? I’m sorry.

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 17:19:57 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander was silent for several moments, no knowing what to do or say. “H…he’s not me.” he finally said. “I’m me.” his voice was low, confused, like he didn’t quite believe anything he was saying.

“Are you going to leave?” he asked quietly. He was beginning to feel very cold, the heat from sex had long dissipated and he was still lying naked above the covers.

That gave him pause… why hadn’t he left..? he was angry alright… but over all.. what did this new information really reveal? Alex was still the same.. if anything it just made him seem.. sadder.. more pitiable. He said he was sorry after all, that he hidden the truth out of fear, and who wasn’t guilty of that at some point of their lives?

David sighed, realizing something, that he’d never intended to leave at all. even if he could.

“I’m not… so alright he’s not you, he’s an imaginary character and you played the parts of actor and creator… when I look back on those time I do remember.. a few times your acting slipped, and how your personalities seemed to overlap so much… But you know… as I calm down I think I’m glad to know that Luke wasn’t real.. the brief.. affection.. I had for him was.. it wasn’t healthy for either of us. I didn’t like your creation for his own charm, I like him because of a sense the sense of nostalgia he brought out in me. It wasn’t good at all, that’s why I pushed you- er- him away…

While David spoke, Alexander was completely silent. He hesitated before sitting up rather abruptly, still looking rather upset.

“You don’t have to try to make me feel better.” Alexander said flatly. “You don’t have to stay just because you feel sorry for me.” he had stopped crying, though his face was red and stained. He used his palm to rubs his eyes dry. “I fucked it up. I know I ruined it. I know it’s asking too much to…” he trailed off. To what?

Despite everything, Alexander still felt him selfishly wanting David to say that he loved him. He wanted the other man to hug him, hold him, tell him everything was fine and he was forgiven. Then they would be together, cook together, live together, have lots of sex…

Alexander shook his head, pulling himself out of his thoughts. Maybe I am in love with him. I can’t really deny that.

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 17:02:24 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander recognized this scene. He’d played in it many times. The wig would come off, then the yelling, then the they would leave. For a brief moment, he wanted to tune everything out and relapse into what he was used to: lying there in silence until the problem went away.

But…when David said that…

It was just too much.

He kept his position as it was, lying there, face turned away. “I didn’t want to tell you.“ he whispered hoarsely. “I didn’t want to be Luke for you anymore. I hated how happy you were with him. I hated that you would…with him, even though he was a student. I hate him.” he shook his head quietly. “I didn’t want you to see me as Luke, because I want to be Alexander for you.”

He didn’t know what else to say, so he fell silent and waited, listening for the door to open and close.

But david hadn’t made a move yet, He listened to Alex, But at the same time cleaned himself up, zipping up his pants and putting his shirt back on after retrieving it from the ground.

“You say that like I’d prefer him over you?! He is you! Just another persona to protect yourself with, just like all the others. You should have told me sooner, and then we wouldn’t be in this situation…”

Alexander was silent for several moments, no knowing what to do or say. “H…he’s not me.” he finally said. “I’m me.” his voice was low, confused, like he didn’t quite believe anything he was saying.

“Are you going to leave?” he asked quietly. He was beginning to feel very cold, the heat from sex had long dissipated and he was still lying naked above the covers.

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 16:34:40 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander would have flinched at David’s words if his body hadn’t been so exhausted. And now, with David getting angry with him, his disappointment…it made Alexander’s chest hurt even worse. He’d never felt bad for deceiving people, even if it was lying just so he could fuck them. The sudden realization that this was the worst possible thing that could happen at the moment, that he actually felt guilt and regret, it was almost too much…

With some effort, Alexander rolled onto his side, burying his face against the sheets, curling his legs up into himself as if he were trying to shrink away. There wasn’t any way to fix this. There was no doubt in his mind that David would assume the worst of him—after all, that’s what Alexander was known to do.

“I’m sorry.” was all he could manage to say for the longest time. When he tried adding to it, the only thing he could get out was repetitive: “I’m sorry, David.”

“If you’re so sorry then why didn’t you just tell me sooner?! why now when… you know I would have understood! You became Luke because you wanted to get closer to me, and fuck me like all your other counselors! … But you’d already had your chance, why drag it out?! I thought I.. I thought I loved you!”

Alexander recognized this scene. He’d played in it many times. The wig would come off, then the yelling, then the they would leave. For a brief moment, he wanted to tune everything out and relapse into what he was used to: lying there in silence until the problem went away.

But…when David said that…

It was just too much.

He kept his position as it was, lying there, face turned away. “I didn’t want to tell you.“ he whispered hoarsely. “I didn’t want to be Luke for you anymore. I hated how happy you were with him. I hated that you would…with him, even though he was a student. I hate him.” he shook his head quietly. “I didn’t want you to see me as Luke, because I want to be Alexander for you.”

He didn’t know what else to say, so he fell silent and waited, listening for the door to open and close.

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 15:26:37 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

With that final thrust, Alexander cried out, arching into David as he came. His whole body remained tense for several moments as the pulsing feeling of orgasm reverberated through him. He fell limp, exhausted, laying his hands lazily on David’s sides, halfway clinging to him.

He could feel David’s member as it twitched inside of him. Alexander closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of being full, breathing lightly.

I feel like I could just fall asleep like this and never wake up.

He indolently began petting David’s back, letting his fingers rise to the man’s hair. It was only after a few moments, when the aftermath or orgasm wore off, that he realized that his wig was lying next to his head in a tangled heap.

Oh…

Oh, no…

He suddenly kept his grip on David’s head, hoping to hold him down against him. Don’t sit up…please don’t sit up…

While David caught his breath things slowly started dawning on him, when the wig came off.. yes it was definitely Luke he’d seen, Luke was alex.. no Alex was Luke, to think he’d tricked him for this long…

“Let me up Alex.” His voice didn’t sound pleased at all.

Alexander felt like a heavy brick was placed on his chest, making it hard to breath. He was suddenly panicking. No, no, no, not now, oh God why? I knew this was going to bite me in the ass, please don’t, David, don’t look at me.

Though he didn’t want to, he knew it was inevitable. Alexander’s shaking hand slowly released David. His head rolled to the side. He stared at the wall. There was no way he could bring himself to look at David now that he knew what he’d done. A thick cloud of shame blurred his vision..or, was that something else? He blinked it away.

He’s going to hate me.

David didn’t say much as he sat up, his now limp member slid out of Alex easily, the condom coming with it. He turned away, just trying to think, understand why Alex would do something like this… well perhaps he could understand why he had done it to begin with.. He hadn’t been very kind or understanding of Alex in the very beginning, and Alex had wanted to do what he’d always done with new guidance counselors.. but…

“Why didn’t you tell me? Why let your secrecy go on for so long?…and… Too think I thought this was our first time together, I feel so foolish… what makes you think you can just use people like this?! I-“ On the last line he turned to face Alex again, shouting, but went quiet when he saw the tears streaking down the side of the teen’s face. He turned away again, holding his head in his hands.

Alexander would have flinched at David’s words if his body hadn’t been so exhausted. And now, with David getting angry with him, his disappointment…it made Alexander’s chest hurt even worse. He’d never felt bad for deceiving people, even if it was lying just so he could fuck them. The sudden realization that this was the worst possible thing that could happen at the moment, that he actually felt guilt and regret, it was almost too much…

With some effort, Alexander rolled onto his side, burying his face against the sheets, curling his legs up into himself as if he were trying to shrink away. There wasn’t any way to fix this. There was no doubt in his mind that David would assume the worst of him—after all, that’s what Alexander was known to do.

“I’m sorry.” was all he could manage to say for the longest time. When he tried adding to it, the only thing he could get out was repetitive: “I’m sorry, David.”

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 14:50:42 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

With that final thrust, Alexander cried out, arching into David as he came. His whole body remained tense for several moments as the pulsing feeling of orgasm reverberated through him. He fell limp, exhausted, laying his hands lazily on David’s sides, halfway clinging to him.

He could feel David’s member as it twitched inside of him. Alexander closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of being full, breathing lightly.

I feel like I could just fall asleep like this and never wake up.

He indolently began petting David’s back, letting his fingers rise to the man’s hair. It was only after a few moments, when the aftermath or orgasm wore off, that he realized that his wig was lying next to his head in a tangled heap.

Oh…

Oh, no…

He suddenly kept his grip on David’s head, hoping to hold him down against him. Don’t sit up…please don’t sit up…

While David caught his breath things slowly started dawning on him, when the wig came off.. yes it was definitely Luke he’d seen, Luke was alex.. no Alex was Luke, to think he’d tricked him for this long…

“Let me up Alex.” His voice didn’t sound pleased at all.

Alexander felt like a heavy brick was placed on his chest, making it hard to breath. He was suddenly panicking. No, no, no, not now, oh God why? I knew this was going to bite me in the ass, please don’t, David, don’t look at me.

Though he didn’t want to, he knew it was inevitable. Alexander’s shaking hand slowly released David. His head rolled to the side. He stared at the wall. There was no way he could bring himself to look at David now that he knew what he’d done. A thick cloud of shame blurred his vision..or, was that something else? He blinked it away.

He’s going to hate me.

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 14:08:43 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander winced at first, the sudden fervor shown in David’s actions catching him a little off guard. It stung a little, but only for a moment before he fell into rhythm with the man. He had been trying to be relatively quiet, but with David speaking so candidly to him like that, it was almost impossible. He shut his eyes, writhing beneath him as David pounded into him. A small moan came from his quivering lips with each thrust, gradually becoming louder as they progressed. Though he was slightly worried, in the very bottom corner of his mind, that Bruce or someone would hear them, he couldn’t stop his moans. The piston-like motion David was making was met by Alexander’s hips with each drive of his cock.

The buildup he was feeling in his gut was unbearable, he jerked his head this way and that, not noticing that his head had suddenly begun feeling a lot cooler…

“I-it’s f-fine, Oh, David keep going I’m s-so close…I’m going t-to—”

Alexander’s knuckles turned white and he gripped the sheets to steady himself, as if he were afraid of falling off the bed. He was almost at his climax, only a few more thrusts…

“I can’t- oh god, alex I can’t hold out any- longer-!!” While his voice wasn’t as loud as the others it certainly held just as much urgency, even if he hadn’t been going so fast he felt with the way Alex was reacting, he wouldn’t have been able to hold back any way. His chest sank lower, looming over his partner’s writhing body. He wrapped his supporting arm around the other, David could feel his muscles trying to give out on him, but- oh god he didn’t know how he was keeping this up. No, there was no how, only a pursuit towards completion, even if the only thing keeping him going now was adrenaline and endorphins, even if his thrusts were becoming erratic. He wasn’t looking anywhere, his eyes were dilated and unfocussed. He wasn’t even looking at Alex’s face. But he should, he definitely should but- His gaze lifted. what- oh god- Luke?! he- oh god, and David was coming anyway, groaning, the look on the other’s face doing more than enough for him, his eyes squeezed shut as he rode his completion, spurring a few last thrusts before he collapsed onto the other in exhaustion.

With that final thrust, Alexander cried out, arching into David as he came. His whole body remained tense for several moments as the pulsing feeling of orgasm reverberated through him. He fell limp, exhausted, laying his hands lazily on David’s sides, halfway clinging to him.

He could feel David’s member as it twitched inside of him. Alexander closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of being full, breathing lightly.

I feel like I could just fall asleep like this and never wake up.

He indolently began petting David’s back, letting his fingers rise to the man’s hair. It was only after a few moments, when the aftermath or orgasm wore off, that he realized that his wig was lying next to his head in a tangled heap.

Oh…

Oh, no…

He suddenly kept his grip on David’s head, hoping to hold him down against him. Don’t sit up…please don’t sit up…

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 13:30:32 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Upon hearing David whisper his name with such a low, sultry whisper, Alexander found himself craving quicker movement as well. He didn’t protest when David coaxed him onto his back, in fact his was a little relieved. He shifted to get comfortable, though he was lying awkwardly on his wig. He could feel it being tugged at every time he moved his head, however it didn’t seem to register as a problem at the moment. He was far too distracted by the man looming over him.

Alexander spread his legs more, wrapping them around David to encourage him to continue. His hands gripped at the fabric of the sheets as he opened his eyes to look at David, unknowingly showcasing a rather needy expression.

“Y…you can go really fast,” he whispered lustily.

That look had been the only permission he really needed, but the words Alex muttered to him, while David adjusted their positions just a bit more, spurred him into action fucking the willing body underneath him with earnest, and suddenly David was having a lot of difficulty keeping quiet.

“Alex I- god why didn’t I do this sooner… fuck-” He groaned out, letting his eyes slide shut for a moment, he was going as fast as he could like he’d been asked, but at this pace he knew he wouldn’t last long, and the power of his thrusts seemed to get harder as he gripped Alex’s hips, unintentionally bodily dragging and pushing the other bit by bit across the bedspread, gradually pulling the wig even looser.

Not that David was focusing on a detail like that, as his eyes fluttered open again, breath shuddering every time he pushed deep inside the other, skin slapping together slightly, while his other hand pumped Alex’s cock like no tomorrow, he whispered, “A-Alex, I don’t know if I can last much longer like this..”

Alexander winced at first, the sudden fervor shown in David’s actions catching him a little off guard. It stung a little, but only for a moment before he fell into rhythm with the man. He had been trying to be relatively quiet, but with David speaking so candidly to him like that, it was almost impossible. He shut his eyes, writhing beneath him as David pounded into him. A small moan came from his quivering lips with each thrust, gradually becoming louder as they progressed. Though he was slightly worried, in the very bottom corner of his mind, that Bruce or someone would hear them, he couldn’t stop his moans. The piston-like motion David was making was met by Alexander’s hips with each drive of his cock.

The buildup he was feeling in his gut was unbearable, he jerked his head this way and that, not noticing that his head had suddenly begun feeling a lot cooler…

“I-it’s f-fine, Oh, David keep going I’m s-so close…I’m going t-to—”

Alexander’s knuckles turned white and he gripped the sheets to steady himself, as if he were afraid of falling off the bed. He was almost at his climax, only a few more thrusts…

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 12:55:30 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

He called me Alex. Alexander didn’t know why he suddenly realized it, or even why it came as such a surprise. David had insisted on never calling him anything but his God-given name, however the notion that he was doing such intimate things with anyone while still being addressed as such was completely foreign. His chest swelled; while one hand was wrapped tightly across the other man’s shoulder, the other slid up to cup David’s cheek.

With shaky breaths, Alexander whispered into David’s ear, “Y..you should say my name again, David,” he tried his best to match the movements of the older man. While attempting to take as much of his own weight as he could, he undulated his hips to meet David’s thrusts. The attention he was getting from David’s hand helped persuading his body to move much easier.

He blinked, sleepily, the haze of sex let him speak, but understanding what others said became rather difficult to comprehend. Yet he seemed to innately understand what had been asked of him, because with the next upstroke he’d whispered a name into the boy’s ear again.

“Alex-xander..” and next he moaned, the name on his lips again when he felt a particular surge of ecstasy go through him, before he was simply panting into the other’s ear again. He wanted to go faster, but realized that they’d need to change positions.. and he shifted forward, urging the other to lay on their back, but never did he stop moving, in fact, as their positions changed it allowed him to increase the depth of his thrusts. The added sensation encouraged another small sound to come from him, if he had been further away then it might not have been heard, but in their current situation it was easily heard, along with the other sounds of their love making.

Upon hearing David whisper his name with such a low, sultry whisper, Alexander found himself craving quicker movement as well. He didn’t protest when David coaxed him onto his back, in fact his was a little relieved. He shifted to get comfortable, though he was lying awkwardly on his wig. He could feel it being tugged at every time he moved his head, however it didn’t seem to register as a problem at the moment. He was far too distracted by the man looming over him.

Alexander spread his legs more, wrapping them around David to encourage him to continue. His hands gripped at the fabric of the sheets as he opened his eyes to look at David, unknowingly showcasing a rather needy expression.

“Y…you can go really fast,” he whispered lustily.

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 12:30:13 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

David’s words caused Alexander to shudder. He was elated the man was being so bluntly honest, Alexander had been afraid this would be a repeat of the last episode they had had together where David was mostly silent. Though his words were very straightforward and almost crude, they weren’t received the same way they would have if David had been any other man. Alexander let out several shallow breaths as David kissed him, enjoying the feeling of the other’s lips.

When David began to initiate movement, Alexander let out a short gasp. He hadn’t expected the man to be that proactive, but nevertheless it was a welcome change. He moaned lowly, shifting his hips so they matched David’s movements. I don’t think I’ve ever had sex this slowly before.

“Y…yeah,” he breathed. He could feel as David pressed into him, stretching him, taking control…though the sheer girth of the object penetrating him was enough to make him cringe, the simple movements directed by the other man stimulated enough pleasure to cancel it out. “Oh, y-yeah, it’s perfect, David…when you move like that,”

“I- god Alex I-” He said shakily, continuing his slow but smooth movements. But he gradually deepened each thrust.. well as much as possible considering their positions were a little bit awkward and David definitely was not strong enough to simply pick the teen up.

He tried to maintain this pace, honest, but his breathing was turning heavy. But it wasn’t from exertion though, not yet. No, his heavy breaths punctuated each movement, his own individual expression of pleasure, and insistent pressure building up in his lower belly, it’s completion was still a ways off but it was definitely hard to forget about.

His knees bent, giving him a bit more leverage as he tried increasing their pace, although his still socked feet made it difficult to keep any traction, and one hand abandoned its position under his lover’s rump to find their weeping organ and started stroking it in time with his thrusts.

He called me Alex. Alexander didn’t know why he suddenly realized it, or even why it came as such a surprise. David had insisted on never calling him anything but his God-given name, however the notion that he was doing such intimate things with anyone while still being addressed as such was completely foreign. His chest swelled; while one hand was wrapped tightly across the other man’s shoulder, the other slid up to cup David’s cheek.

With shaky breaths, Alexander whispered into David’s ear, “Y..you should say my name again, David,” he tried his best to match the movements of the older man. While attempting to take as much of his own weight as he could, he undulated his hips to meet David’s thrusts. The attention he was getting from David’s hand helped persuading his body to move much easier.

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Mon, 30 Jan 2012 00:14:05 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander held his breath when David pulled him closer to him, stopping him from moving further. The gentle way David spoke to him made his heart melt, and Alexander began to feel a very odd twinging sensation in his chest. It felt constricting, yet it made him incredibly happy at the same time.

He was still as David spoke, not knowing how to react. However, when the older man kissed him like that…it was impossible to describe the feeling it gave him. Oh, David, why are you so nice to me? I think I might actually be in love with you.

When David’s hands caressed his body, Alexander broke the kiss and rested his hands upon the man’s shoulders. In the silence, he could hear the band outside switch to a much slower song, a sonata. It made him relax even more. He leaned forward to rest his head on David’s shoulder. I can feel his heart beating against my chest. It’s pretty fast…

“I’m fine,” he finally whispered. “I’m perfect like this, I want to move. I…I like feeling you inside me,” he didn’t mean for the sentence to sound dirty or anything, it was just him trying to be open about the situation to keep David from worrying.

It certainly could have been interpreted badly, but some how it wasn’t.. it was.. touching.

“and I.. It feels good to.. you know…” If Alex’s hadn’t already been tucked against him then David probably would’ve turned away, considering he found it difficult enough to just to begin saying something like that. He tried talking about something else. “..are you sure you’re okay?” His voice was a s quiet as a whisper.. finding it necessary.. and for some reason he thought it was important that they’d still be able to hear the music comic from downstairs.

“I don’t want to hurt you.. but… Oh god it’s hard resisting, you’re so tight it..” He let out long hiss, “But it hurts not to move too.” He finally admitted, spur of the moment while one throb of ache ran through him, and his muzzle buried into Alex’s nape, kissing the skin out of habit, just as his arms seemed to settle supportively under the other’s thighs. He shifted, unwittingly moving his length a smidgen deeper into Alexander, before his withdrew it as much as he could that his position would allow. He hesitated to push it back in, still reeling from that small motion alone.

Yet he still found it in himself to ask, “is this okay?” he left a trail of flushed skin on his way up, gasping those words into his lover’s ear. and he shallowly sank back into Alexander’s tight opening.

David’s words caused Alexander to shudder. He was elated the man was being so bluntly honest, Alexander had been afraid this would be a repeat of the last episode they had had together where David was mostly silent. Though his words were very straightforward and almost crude, they weren’t received the same way they would have if David had been any other man. Alexander let out several shallow breaths as David kissed him, enjoying the feeling of the other’s lips.

When David began to initiate movement, Alexander let out a short gasp. He hadn’t expected the man to be that proactive, but nevertheless it was a welcome change. He moaned lowly, shifting his hips so they matched David’s movements. I don’t think I’ve ever had sex this slowly before.

“Y…yeah,” he breathed. He could feel as David pressed into him, stretching him, taking control…though the sheer girth of the object penetrating him was enough to make him cringe, the simple movements directed by the other man stimulated enough pleasure to cancel it out. “Oh, y-yeah, it’s perfect, David…when you move like that,”

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Sun, 29 Jan 2012 23:01:40 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander was afraid to open his mouth again in case he let out a pained noise, so he simply bit his lower lip harshly and nodded, truly touched by David’s concern. He lifted his hands to cup David’s face and kissed him deeply as if to reassure him. It was only after a few moments he could bring himself to pull away and actually speak.

“I…y…y-yeah, I’m fine,” he forced a smile. My ass is going to hurt so badly tomorrow…

“Justa gota…go a bit slow,” he said, beginning to rock his hips gently.

Despite the pain, Alexander found his heartbeat speed up from simply being in contact with David’s skin. He shuddered as he moved a little more confidently, the tip of the man’s cock hit something deep within him that sent waves of pleasure through him. A warm, almost uncomfortable pressure had begun to build up in the pit of his belly.

“B-but- Alex-” He groaned, he would’ve liked to just lay back and let the other do as they pleased, but even as sweet as this felt, he thought there was something wrong with this if it was causing the other pain, he could see it in their face. So he sat the rest of the way up, and used his other arm to hug Alex close, keeping him still. In this position their faces seemed to line up so much better.. it made David want to kiss him.

“No, wait… you should relax right?” He found himself repeating the words he’d heard before, even if he hadn’t been sure of what they meant then. “There’s no need to rush.” It took a lot to say that though, god he was aching to let the thrusting continue.. but Alexander was more important than that, and he kissed the younger with more fervor than before, using it as a distraction from other things while his hands wandered across soft skin.

Alexander held his breath when David pulled him closer to him, stopping him from moving further. The gentle way David spoke to him made his heart melt, and Alexander began to feel a very odd twinging sensation in his chest. It felt constricting, yet it made him incredibly happy at the same time.

He was still as David spoke, not knowing how to react. However, when the older man kissed him like that…it was impossible to describe the feeling it gave him. Oh, David, why are you so nice to me? I think I might actually be in love with you.

When David’s hands caressed his body, Alexander broke the kiss and rested his hands upon the man’s shoulders. In the silence, he could hear the band outside switch to a much slower song, a sonata. It made him relax even more. He leaned forward to rest his head on David’s shoulder. I can feel his heart beating against my chest. It’s pretty fast…

“I’m fine,” he finally whispered. “I’m perfect like this, I want to move. I…I like feeling you inside me,” he didn’t mean for the sentence to sound dirty or anything, it was just him trying to be open about the situation to keep David from worrying.

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Sun, 29 Jan 2012 22:29:43 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander looked down at David with a muted affection; he kept his lip stiff as he lifted his hips and positioned himself above the other man. He nodded definitively and moved his hand over so that it rest above David’s, squeezing it gently.

After a moment of mental preparation, he took a breath and began to sit down, slowly working David’s length in. When the head was all the way through his entrance, Alexander quickly sat down, taking David all the way to the hilt.

He hissed in a breath. His preparation had been minimal, he’d taken David too quickly, so it hurt; Alexander had done it on purpose. As an unfortunate side effect from his previous sexual encounters, Alexander found himself craving some sort of pain to help stimulate him, and he knew David probably wouldn’t be up for a little hitting or biting. The stinging sensation in his lower half caused his eyes to water, though his erection twitched in compliance. He felt so full, it was an amazing feeling, yet he wasn’t sure he’d be able to move from his position just yet.

Alexander let out a shaky breath, realizing he was squeezing David’s hand rather tightly.

“H-ha…y…you’re pretty big,” he whispered, his voice wavering.

He’d bitten his lip as soon as Alex had started pressing downward on him, his eyes flickering between his tense face and the growing link between them. He’d been prepared to hold it all in, the needed to be quiet he thought, considering they weren’t totally alone here, but when Alex had taken his entire girth in with one swift motion he couldn’t help but shout. It was a perfect expression of the pleasure that had ran through him in that short moment, But he tried to come back to himself, trying not to be distracted by the tight warmth that now surrounded him, oh he could feel the muscles moving too even when Alex hadn’t begun moving yet. He could feel his organ twitch in anticipation.

He clamped teeth over his lip again, settling back into his usual behavior of shaky breaths and the occasional keening. Although even these habits stopped when he noticed how Alexander was reacting to this.. he looked to be in pain even, the grip on his hand was fierce.

“Oh no- are you hurt?!” He found himself sitting up half way, so that their torso’s were closer. David had propped himself up with one arm while the other had wrapped around the other in a loose embrace.

Alexander was afraid to open his mouth again in case he let out a pained noise, so he simply bit his lower lip harshly and nodded, truly touched by David’s concern. He lifted his hands to cup David’s face and kissed him deeply as if to reassure him. It was only after a few moments he could bring himself to pull away and actually speak.

“I…y…y-yeah, I’m fine,” he forced a smile. My ass is going to hurt so badly tomorrow…

“Justa gota…go a bit slow,” he said, beginning to rock his hips gently.

Despite the pain, Alexander found his heartbeat speed up from simply being in contact with David’s skin. He shuddered as he moved a little more confidently, the tip of the man’s cock hit something deep within him that sent waves of pleasure through him. A warm, almost uncomfortable pressure had begun to build up in the pit of his belly.

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Sun, 29 Jan 2012 22:01:54 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander closed his eyes, taking a deep breath and enjoying the movements David was making with his hand. He went back to teasing himself with his wet fingers, biting his lower lip and groaning under his breath as he attempted to stretch himself. His ~~bald headed yogurt slinger~~ erection twitched, already beginning to leak out from David’s attention.

He took a deep breath and pulled his fingers away, reaching over to grab the condom packet. He tore it open with his teeth, tossing the wrapper aside. Alexander used both his hands to slip the rubber onto David.

“Are you ready, then?” he asked breathlessly, looking down at David for approval.

” I dunno …are you?” He swallowed, tensing up a bit with anticipation as soon as the condom was spread over him. His hand over the other stilled for a moment while they were speaking. Although to be honest he really wanted to get on with it.. the look Alex was giving him made his heart skip a beat.

He hoped Alex would be honest with him though, he couldn’t help but recall the way he’d behaved when he’d been drunk all those months ago, he didn’t want the teen thinking he had to do this for his approval or something equaly ridiculous. They were doing this because… oh dear why were they doing this? Well for David it was.. something he’d wanted for a while, but not just in a physical way.. But he figured it’d be indelicate to simply call it a crush.

Well it was a bit late to do anything about this now, he just hoped the teen didn’t feel rushed, his right hand returned to Alex’s hip caressing his side in what he hoped was a comforting way.

Alexander looked down at David with a muted affection; he kept his lip stiff as he lifted his hips and positioned himself above the other man. He nodded definitively and moved his hand over so that it rest above David’s, squeezing it gently.

After a moment of mental preparation, he took a breath and began to sit down, slowly working David’s length in. When the head was all the way through his entrance, Alexander quickly sat down, taking David all the way to the hilt.

He hissed in a breath. His preparation had been minimal, he’d taken David too quickly, so it hurt; Alexander had done it on purpose. As an unfortunate side effect from his previous sexual encounters, Alexander found himself craving some sort of pain to help stimulate him, and he knew David probably wouldn’t be up for a little hitting or biting. The stinging sensation in his lower half caused his eyes to water, though his erection twitched in compliance. He felt so full, it was an amazing feeling, yet he wasn’t sure he’d be able to move from his position just yet.

Alexander let out a shaky breath, realizing he was squeezing David’s hand rather tightly.

“H-ha…y…you’re pretty big,” he whispered, his voice wavering.

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Sun, 29 Jan 2012 20:45:20 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Feeling David’s hand on his member was ridiculously gratifying, Alexander let out a low moan as the man’s nervous hands touched him. “It’s fine, go ahead,” he said, as if to answer David’s statement, though he was a little distracted by the new attention he was getting. He slipped two fingers into his mouth, sucking on them a moment before pulling them out. His lubricated hand snaked behind him. Just as he was beginning to prepare himself for David, the buzzing noise pulled him into focus.

He turned beet red, though tried his hardest not to look flustered. “Oh, um, not that, sorry, haha…” he laughed nervously. “They’re in a box…”

Oh, what next, is he going to pull out his fuzzy handcuffs, too? Actually, that seemed like not a bad idea…Alexander shook his head. No, he wasn’t going to suggest anything mildly kinky their “first” time. It might intimidate David.

“Heh yeah I figured.. this is kinda hard to do from this angle. David fumbled for a minute longer, unwillingly familiarizing himself with every personal item in the drawer first before finally finding the box, which had been located at the back some how, probably just to make things as awkward as possible.

with the condoms in hand he pushed the drawer shut again and placed nest to him on the bed again. He sighed lightly, now that that was over with.. well he could just focus on Alex’s… wedding tackle.. oh god that name didn’t help to make things any less embarrassing now.

He slowly started stroking the younger.

Alexander closed his eyes, taking a deep breath and enjoying the movements David was making with his hand. He went back to teasing himself with his wet fingers, biting his lower lip and groaning under his breath as he attempted to stretch himself. His ~~bald headed yogurt slinger~~ erection twitched, already beginning to leak out from David’s attention.

He took a deep breath and pulled his fingers away, reaching over to grab the condom packet. He tore it open with his teeth, tossing the wrapper aside. Alexander used both his hands to slip the rubber onto David.

“Are you ready, then?” he asked breathlessly, looking down at David for approval.

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Sun, 29 Jan 2012 19:43:36 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander had gradually ascended from petting to stroking, though his movements were still unusually slow. His face was soft, watching David’s reactions with keen interest. The little expressions he was making was more than enough to get Alexander on the same page, his groin had started to hurt from lack of attention. Though David’s hands seemed to want to wander…

“Let me know when you think you’re ready,” Alexander whispered, leaning over and kissing the edge of David’s mouth. “If you could reach into the drawer right next to the bed…eh, ignore that other stuff,” he added, flustered. That drawer held his protection, yet also was where he kept a few other of his “toys”. He was a little embarrassed, which was unusual. He hoped David didn’t think it was weird. “There’s a box of condoms,”

“I.. shouldn’t I be asking you that? I mean after all you- um…” He turned his head right, to look at the aforementioned nightstand. His left hand slipped further, brushing against the other’s length, and he jumped, the limb twitching away as he turned his attention back to what he’d done, as if he’d done so by accident.

He seemed to get over himself pretty quick though and soon enough moved his hand closer again so that he could wrap shaky fingers around it.

he’d had his eyes low, watching himself work something prompted them to look up into Alex’s eyes again, “W-wait did you want me to get those now? or-…” He swallowed again his free arm was prompted into movement seemingly by its self as he blindly fumbled to open the drawer. He wasn’t looking, just feeling around for a box while he paid attention to Alex, and he hadn’t really picked up on the teen’s suggestion that there were sex toys inside, so he went still as soon as his fingers ran into something smooth long and plastic. In addition, while he’d been fumbling it seemed he’d hit some button to make the thing vibrate. Making David bemusedly look over, although realization soon dawned on him as he quickly fumbled to turn the pink vibrator off. How mortifying…

Feeling David’s hand on his member was ridiculously gratifying, Alexander let out a low moan as the man’s nervous hands touched him. “It’s fine, go ahead,” he said, as if to answer David’s statement, though he was a little distracted by the new attention he was getting. He slipped two fingers into his mouth, sucking on them a moment before pulling them out. His lubricated hand snaked behind him. Just as he was beginning to prepare himself for David, the buzzing noise pulled him into focus.

He turned beet red, though tried his hardest not to look flustered. “Oh, um, not that, sorry, haha…” he laughed nervously. “They’re in a box…”

Oh, what next, is he going to pull out his fuzzy handcuffs, too? Actually, that seemed like not a bad idea…Alexander shook his head. No, he wasn’t going to suggest anything mildly kinky their “first” time. It might intimidate David.

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Sun, 29 Jan 2012 10:36:19 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander laughed, shaking his head, he nipped David’s bottom lip playfully. “You don’t give yourself enough credit, David…” he said. And I thought I was the one who was supposed to have the self esteem issues… He leaned into David’s ear, whispering against it, “I happen to find you unbearably attractive, please don’t insult my taste in men.”

He reached down, trailing against David’s stomach until he came to the man’s pants. He undid the button and zipper, but hesitated before reaching in. He was enjoying the small motions the other man’s thumbs were doing against his skin…it was incredibly nice. He was used to his partners being affectionate, but not when the affection was aimed at him, not at who he was pretending to be.

He worked David’s pants down, palming at his member gently to get David fired up. He’d make sure he was good and ready before going to grab a condom from his drawer.

David had been prepared to complain, But when Alex put it that way, The counselor found himself short on words, and a painful twinge in his… well yeah. It’s was a good thing the teen had thought to unbutton them.

So then, he let his eyes slide shut as a shudder ran through him. His fingers gripped the younger’s warm smooth skin, squeezing but not bruising. Before his left hand edged inward…

Alexander had gradually ascended from petting to stroking, though his movements were still unusually slow. His face was soft, watching David’s reactions with keen interest. The little expressions he was making was more than enough to get Alexander on the same page, his groin had started to hurt from lack of attention. Though David’s hands seemed to want to wander…

“Let me know when you think you’re ready,” Alexander whispered, leaning over and kissing the edge of David’s mouth. “If you could reach into the drawer right next to the bed…eh, ignore that other stuff,” he added, flustered. That drawer held his protection, yet also was where he kept a few other of his “toys”. He was a little embarrassed, which was unusual. He hoped David didn’t think it was weird. “There’s a box of condoms,”

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Sun, 29 Jan 2012 00:42:04 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander straddled David, tossing a tuft of synthetic hair from his face. He smiled down at the man, leaning over to kiss his lips, cheek, jawbone. Alexander was a little impatient, he was already semi-hard from what little they had already done. It probably had to do with the fact he hadn’t had sex in months. He’d tried to awhile back, with a man he’d met a few times at a bar, but he just couldn’t seem to get into it. Ever since he had coupled with David, he was forced to restrict his sexual activities to masturbation.

But that was irrelevant now. He undid the rest of David’s shirt, exposing the man’s chest entirely. Alexander ran his hand of the soft skin—oh, David was so soft. He wasn’t fat by any means, but the little pouch of flesh that sat right on his stomach—ah, it was just so damn adorable. Alexander wanted to kiss it. He didn’t, fearing David might start getting self conscious. Instead, he focused on running his hand along the man’s chest and shoulders, admiring him.

“You’re very handsome,” he found himself whispering, though he was mostly thinking out loud. He leaned over and kissed the top of David’s forehead in an oddly affectionate manner.

“wh-” wait a second if David was going to be topping why was he underneath? how would- oh.. never mind. He bit his lip, He didn’t want to just lay back like a sack of potatoes, but at the same time he wasn’t exactly sure what- wait no that was bullshit. He knew what he could do here he just needed to take initiative. Which was just kinda hard to do with his nerves.

While he still certainly had nothing on a teenager’s libido, he’d been starting to wake up down there too, although he was surely just as sexually deprived. The difference was that David was used to not getting any… and the aforementioned things.

well anyway he needed to quit thinking so much and just start moving. no matter how terrifying it seemed, or how distracting Alex was, or how perky his thing looked, and don’t stare David, it’s rude.

“I- I am not- You’re.. just trying to flatter me.” He complained while his arms slid down Alex’s sides so they rested on his hips. His thumbs rubbed small circles into the soft skin. “Well you don’t need to.. I know I’m out of shape.. that I’m a regular ball of flab…” He looked ~~downward, scratch that, penis territory~~ somewhere to the side, where his eyes landed on the map of middle earth.

Alexander laughed, shaking his head, he nipped David’s bottom lip playfully. “You don’t give yourself enough credit, David…” he said. And I thought I was the one who was supposed to have the self esteem issues… He leaned into David’s ear, whispering against it, “I happen to find you unbearably attractive, please don’t insult my taste in men.”

He reached down, trailing against David’s stomach until he came to the man’s pants. He undid the button and zipper, but hesitated before reaching in. He was enjoying the small motions the other man’s thumbs were doing against his skin…it was incredibly nice. He was used to his partners being affectionate, but not when the affection was aimed at him, not at who he was pretending to be.

He worked David’s pants down, palming at his member gently to get David fired up. He’d make sure he was good and ready before going to grab a condom from his drawer.

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Sun, 29 Jan 2012 00:01:39 -0500

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

Alexander followed suit, sitting on the edge of the bed and unlacing his shoes before setting them neatly by the bed. He wasn’t looking at David, he seemed to be staring into space as he began to undo the ribbon at his neck. Why was he acting like such a nervous virgin?

“I…um,” he began, suddenly feeling rather self conscious as he tossed the lace to the floor and slipped his vest and shirt off. “I don’t know how you want to do this,” he hated being so unromantically blunt, but he knew from experience that David wasn’t exactly the type to voice things when it came to sex. He turned, looking over at David on the bed. “I mean, if you want to be inside me, or the other way around.”

Well, saying it like that made it seem…really dirty. He hoped he hadn’t put David off, it was an honest question.

David had looked over at Alex, why did his throat feel so dry? Swallowing wasn’t helping either, but it was all he could do besides ogle the other as they undressed, and then he had to look away. He covered his mouth with one hand, as if that would really conceal what he was feeling at that moment with his face as red as it was, especially after being asked such an embarrassing question.

“How would I even know how to answer that? I mean I’ve.. only done it once before.. be on the receiving end I mean.” He lifted still stockinged feet to rest on the edge of the bed, so he could bring his knees close to his chest.

Though Alexander knew that information already, it was a little hard to hear coming from him directly. He had half hoped David would never bring up his relationship with Luke—even if it was vague statements like that. He didn’t know why, but it made his chest hurt. He’d rather have David lie about it, if anything.

Alexander had slipped his pants off, he was now completely nude. He turned and crawled over to David, cupping the man’s face and kissing him deeply. He pulled away, lips hovering over the man’s lips, he whispered, “Then I will let you have me tonight, then,”

He moved to kiss David’s earlobe, resting his hands on the older man’s shoulders.

Oh, shit, did I lock the door? Oh, whatever…

Unfortunately David was totally unaware of Alex’s struggles.. But to be honest David hadn’t thought much about what he said at all. He’d moved on from Luke really, he kind of had to when the kid and pretty much disappeared. From the very start his weird infatuation with had been.. well not very healthy he realized, well besides the illegal parts. David sort of looked at Luke.. and seen himself. Or what he wished he’d been, when he was younger. Yeah, pretty messed up he thought, narcissistic and self depreciating at the same time…

But that was gone now. Though he still may not have really come to terms with the things in past, he was dealing with it now in the best way he could.

Which really had nothing to do with having Alex make moves on him now, really he shouldn’t even be thinking about that stuff he was ruining the mood. Although the other was certainly doing a good job of bringing it back, oh lord was he naked?! wait- what he was doing reacting like this. Honestly, what did he expect? This virginal act really needed to quit.. no matter how embarrassing it was or how much his nerves made him shake. It made him miss his mark when he reached out to hold Alex, fingers brushing against his chest and nipples instead of just caressing his side. He couldn’t exactly help it while he was being kissed too.. David had never been too good at multitasking.

“o-oh um s-sounds.. fun?” He laughed nervously, though it didn’t conceal the shiver he felt, and as Alex leaned into him he lost his balance for a moment, and found himself falling back first into the soft matress.

I wonder if the door is locked.. oh god I hope it is I’d die if anybody walked in…

Alexander straddled David, tossing a tuft of synthetic hair from his face. He smiled down at the man, leaning over to kiss his lips, cheek, jawbone. Alexander was a little impatient, he was already semi-hard from what little they had already done. It probably had to do with the fact he hadn’t had sex in months. He’d tried to awhile back, with a man he’d met a few times at a bar, but he just couldn’t seem to get into it. Ever since he had coupled with David, he was forced to restrict his sexual activities to masturbation.

But that was irrelevant now. He undid the rest of David’s shirt, exposing the man’s chest entirely. Alexander ran his hand of the soft skin—oh, David was so soft. He wasn’t fat by any means, but the little pouch of flesh that sat right on his stomach—ah, it was just so damn adorable. Alexander wanted to kiss it. He didn’t, fearing David might start getting self conscious. Instead, he focused on running his hand along the man’s chest and shoulders, admiring him.

“You’re very handsome,” he found himself whispering, though he was mostly thinking out loud. He leaned over and kissed the top of David’s forehead in an oddly affectionate manner.