just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

just-a-guidance-counselor:

alexandertheornate:

With that final thrust, Alexander cried out, arching into David as he came. His whole body remained tense for several moments as the pulsing feeling of orgasm reverberated through him. He fell limp, exhausted, laying his hands lazily on David’s sides, halfway clinging to him.

He could feel David’s member as it twitched inside of him. Alexander closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of being full, breathing lightly.

I feel like I could just fall asleep like this and never wake up.

He indolently began petting David’s back, letting his fingers rise to the man’s hair. It was only after a few moments, when the aftermath or orgasm wore off, that he realized that his wig was lying next to his head in a tangled heap.

Oh…

Oh, no…

He suddenly kept his grip on David’s head, hoping to hold him down against him. Don’t sit up…please don’t sit up…

While David caught his breath things slowly started dawning on him, when the wig came off.. yes it was definitely Luke he’d seen, Luke was alex.. no Alex was Luke, to think he’d tricked him for this long…

“Let me up Alex.” His voice didn’t sound pleased at all.

Alexander felt like a heavy brick was placed on his chest, making it hard to breath. He was suddenly panicking. No, no, no, not now, oh God why? I knew this was going to bite me in the ass, please don’t, David, don’t look at me.

Though he didn’t want to, he knew it was inevitable. Alexander’s shaking hand slowly released David. His head rolled to the side. He stared at the wall. There was no way he could bring himself to look at David now that he knew what he’d done. A thick cloud of shame blurred his vision..or, was that something else? He blinked it away.

He’s going to hate me.

David didn’t say much as he sat up, his now limp member slid out of Alex easily, the condom coming with it. He turned away, just trying to think, understand why Alex would do something like this… well perhaps he could understand why he had done it to begin with.. He hadn’t been very kind or understanding of Alex in the very beginning, and Alex had wanted to do what he’d always done with new guidance counselors.. but…

“Why didn’t you tell me? Why let your secrecy go on for so long?…and… Too think I thought this was our first time together, I feel so foolish… what makes you think you can just use people like this?! I-“  On the last line he turned to face Alex again, shouting, but went quiet when he saw the tears streaking down the side of the teen’s face. He turned away again, holding his head in his hands.

Alexander would have flinched at David’s words if his body hadn’t been so exhausted. And now, with David getting angry with him, his disappointment…it made Alexander’s chest hurt even worse. He’d never felt bad for deceiving people, even if it was lying just so he could fuck them. The sudden realization that this was the worst possible thing that could happen at the moment, that he actually felt guilt and regret, it was almost too much…

With some effort, Alexander rolled onto his side, burying his face against the sheets, curling his legs up into himself as if he were trying to shrink away. There wasn’t any way to fix this. There was no doubt in his mind that David would assume the worst of him—after all, that’s what Alexander was known to do. 

“I’m sorry.” was all he could manage to say for the longest time. When he tried adding to it, the only thing he could get out was repetitive: “I’m sorry, David.”